How The Fuck Are Ya?!

Upon arriving in Iceland after an 18 hour fly day, to say we were excited but exhausted would be pretty dead on. We jumped in our rental car shuttle and lol’d out loud when the van started up to the radio blasting a morning show where one of the DJ’s yelled into the microphone, ‘HOW THE FUCK ARE YA?!’ That. Was. Awesome.

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Well Iceland, I’m pretty fucking good. Wine at the Blue Lagoon.

My Blue Lagoon pictures don’t do it justice, one of these days I’ll invest in a decent camera. Since we couldn’t check into our flat until later, we headed right to the Lagoon for some post flight R&R. We actually saw many people from our plane so I guess we’re not as creative as we thought we were. It turns out that you should have reservations when going but we decided to wait it out and have a snack. It was a great decision because we only had to wait 20 minutes or so.

It was amazing.

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It also gave us our first taste of the quality of people the Icelander’s are. Either these folks have customer service dialed in to a science or are just actually incredibly helpful people. I’m going with the latter because we ran into this the entire trip. Never in my limited travels have I come across so many lovely people. There is a helpful calm about them even when they’re running around going slightly nuts (car rental took a while since so many were late with drop off’s. The workers were obviously a little frazzled but were pleasant and helpful the whole time.) Back at the Blue Lagoon, I had at least three warnings to condition my hair thoroughly before AND after being in the thermal baths and told to put my hair up. When I said I didn’t have a pony, one of the girls in training grabbed her wrist and said, “Here, take mine.” Girls who have needed pony’s and never found one will understand how huge this is. I conditioned, put my hair up and didn’t let it touch the water which I guess is a good thing because when we were on our way home we were talking to a Minneapolis woman who saw us at the Blue Lagoon and said her hair was still a mess from the water. I was doubly thankful for pony girl at that point.

After a couple of hours in the water soaking and steaming, we finally felt relaxed. Enough so to know we needed to get into town and find our flat so we could nap. Our drive to Reykjavik was beautiful and I lost count on how many times one of us would mutter, “I can’t believe we’re in Iceland.” True story.

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I’m more than a little curious on how these homes are built on the volcanic rock. But they were beautiful and I can’t imagine the strength it takes to live in this environment year round.

We picked up a few groceries in town and headed to the flat. The location was perfect, just off the water and about a block away from the city center (we’ve learned that when finding a flat in Europe anywhere, go for the city center locations due to the shops and food available.) Once we got there, we realized that we didn’t know how to check in. I was able to find an email about check in but it was in Icelandic and my phone wouldn’t translate the information into English. Hmmmmm, what to do, what do to…

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So we found a bar two doors down. Duh. We had a beer and showed the bartenders our email and asked if they could translate. They did, which didn’t actually tell us much so they ended up just calling the landlord. He must have asked where we were because in English, Keeli (the bartender) says, “Yes, they’re right here in my bar drinking.” That was pretty lulz. Matt ran down to the flat and got us squared away and we finished our beer.

The flat was perfect, the covered patio is where we spent the most time, which actually gave us a false sense of the weather since we never felt the rain. Lol. It turned out that our landlord ran a Kabob restaurant and on Saturday afternoon even made us a mountain of protein which was absolutely delicious and much appreciated after a day of snacking.

We had a great dinner at Petur’s house that evening with his lovely family and got a chance to meet some other throwers and helpers including Belgian giant Tommy De Bruijn and his adorably energetic, friendly wife Sigrid. Petur’s wife, Elisabeth, cooked up two different types of fish dishes and potatoes and ya know what? After over 40 hours without a home cooked meal, this will go down as one of my favorites. The only problem is that I ate too much and couldn’t eat as much of the skyr dessert that I wanted. Poor me.

It seems that we just assumed tired was normal from travels when actually it was quite late as we began our way back into the city. This was the Reykjavik portrait as we made our way down the hills:

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Absolutely stunning.

I tell ya what, the steady stream of daylight made it tough to head to bed. More daylight means more fun and after a nightcap at home, we realized it was close to midnight and maybe we should think about going to bed. Ya think?

All in all, from start to finish of our first day in Iceland, it was magical. By far exceeding our expectations in every way possible and we went to sleep very tired, but very fulfilled and thankful.

The problem with driving around Iceland is that you’re basically confronted by a new soul-enriching, breath-taking, life-affirming natural site every five goddamn minutes. It’s totally exhausting.

Stephen Markley

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Friday Jams: War

Two weeks ago, we skipped the May Games down in Chatham, Illinois and took off for Elkhart, Indiana for a WW2 reenactment with the Oz man as a belated 15th birthday prize. I have to admit, I was possibly just as excited as Oz (but probably not.) This is what he has wanted to do since he was a kid (yes, I know he’s a kid, try telling a 15  year old that. Good luck.)

Craig Morehead, who we had met once throwing a year and a half ago, along with his brand new wife, Kristin has been busy since those Bonfire Games rebuilding a Sherman Tank. Yes, a tank. Ya know, when Oz was 8 or 9, he stated that he wanted to have a tank in his front yard when he grows up. I thought it was inconceivable, now? Totally gonna happen. Anyways, back to Craig. I had asked him about it and how things work and he says, Bring Oz down, he’ll love it. We’ll get him on the tank, it’ll be a blast.

Uhhhhhh, OKAY!! I really don’t know if I’ve ever seen Oz so excited in life as when we were pulling up to the field on Friday afternoon. A Tiger tank had been built up on a frame of another T-34 (I think I’m getting this right, don’t judge me) and that’s pretty much the shit for Oz. There was also a Stug iii (again, I think) and Oz even got a ride on it. Cloud 9 folks, and this was Friday.

After touching down with Craig and Kristin, we headed about 20 minutes away to our hotel for some dinner and a much needed good nights sleep. We arrived to the field Saturday morning in total “wing it” mode. Craig was so incredibly busy that I’d just tell Oz, “Go and see if he needs help, if not, ask someone else if they need help.” And he did. All day. I’m so proud of Oscar and how helpful he was and even after being told that he couldn’t take part of the battle due to his uniform not being completely strict (reenactor’s take this seriously, as does Oz) which actually we had known ahead of time, he just soaked in being there. My favorite moment of the day? The afternoon battle (the German’s had won the morning battle, foking krauts) where we sat on the other side to cheer on the American’s when Craig and his tank crew barreled down the field and I noticed this:

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That’s Oz on top of the tank. As tough as I am on crying mom’s, I have to admit, I teared up. I don’t know about you, but I didn’t have very many childhood dreams come true as a child. It was actually kind of crappy childhood. But Oz? Thanks to a rogue tank crew…I knew he was out there living his dream and even now writing this, feel so amazingly thankful to Craig and Kristin for making this happen.

The entire day from start to finish was more amazing than we ever could have imagined. In fact, I’ve considered pulling out of Master’s World Championships in September so I can take Oz to Rockford, Illinois where one of the largest reenactments in the country will be taking place. It’s like Elkhart on steroids and I want to go as much as him (but probably not AS much.) I’m on the fence and probably won’t pull out of the Championships but in 2016 if it’s on the same weekend as the Rockford reenactment, I’m passing. I had so much fun and am in absolute awe of all of the gear and equipment and even a USO show with three lovely ladies with singing that rivals the Andrew Sisters.

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We made some connections with a member of the 2nd Panzer Division because truth be told, Oz wants to fight with the Germans. Ya know, Tiger Tank. His favorite. So now he knows what needs to happen next year when he’s 16 and can apply to join their organization. So cool.

If only for a day, in as controlled setting as possible with tanks; foot soldiers; war planes, and an amazing display of pyrotechnics we can have a small understanding of what everyday was for our greatest generation then I say yes. Very much so, yes.

It is, I believe, the greatest generation any society has ever produced.

Tom Brokaw

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Commencement Speech

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It seems there are graduation ceremonies these days for everything. Pre-K; K1; 5th grade; 8th grade, and the standard high school and college graduations. I predict that in 20 years, every grade will have a graduation since we need to celebrate that little Johnny actually had the strength and fortitude to stay in school all year and pass the 4th grade grind of paper mache and recess.

I was having a conversation yesterday with a bestie who’s 6th grade daughter is one of the most unique; independent; witty and self aware kids I’ve ever met (if she and Oz ever decide to marry, I’d be a happy mama.) But of course, these character traits are not valued in the 6th grade by others, sometimes she doesn’t fit in. As adults, we’ve understood that we’ll all go through times where WE don’t fit in and it’s usually a good thing. But it’s tougher when we’re young, I understand that. I remember. I got iced out a lot. Still do sometimes, that’s cool.

In honor of the lovely Delaney and the independent young people around the globe that, as we all know in later stages of our lives, will set the world on fire; here is the commencement speech I wish I would have heard at her age:

Thank you, faculty of Just Trying To Make It Out of Here Middle School, for the opportunity to share my wisdom with you. I’m not one for small talk, and who wants to sit here all day listening to me anyway, so we’ll get down to brass tacks.

First off, I’d like all of you to look around the room at your classmates. Take a close look. What feeling do you have when you see the person who has teased you; or pushed you into a locker; or taken great care to embarrass you in public. Now look at someone who has been kind to you; has loaned you a number 2 pencil at a critical moment in your life; has shared their lunch because you were short a dime in the lunch line and Atilla the Hun lunch lady won’t even give you an apple to eat so you can function the rest of the day. What do you feel now?

Look beyond your classmates at your teachers. Have they taught you anything of importance? Can you now find on a map the location of some obscure ancient city in the jungles of South America or did you fail that test and had to stay after school on the first 60 degree day of spring? Did they teach you how to read a road map so you can navigate for mom as she’s driving you around from soccer practice to LAX to softball whilst throwing drive-thru food at you in between stops so you have the energy to run around the bases? What do you feel when you see the teacher who just didn’t seem to be able to stop yelling at you. Or the teacher who just didn’t seem to be able to look up from their computer while bidding on summer Vacation spots on the E-Bay, what do you feel?

Fondess, thankfulness, fear, loathing, anger, respect, admiration, overwhelmed, friendship…all these and more wrapped up in one school year that seemed to take forever but suddenly is finished. Feel it…and remember this,

The people who want to make you feel small and insignificant, they are doing that because it’s how THEY feel. The people who see you sitting by yourself and don’t come up to talk to you, they do this because of THEIR fear that they may have to sit alone at some point in life. The people who push you in the hallway, they do this either because they fear being pushed themselves or are psychopaths who will be (hopefully) in jail at some point. Good luck to them. The point is this: you are NOT placed on this earth to be an extension of someone else’s fear. YOU are placed on this earth for a specific purpose; a reason, one that you may not understand today but KNOW THIS: It is NOT to take someone else’s fears and make them your own. This applies to classmates; friends; family, and someday maybe even a spouse. YOU, are too special for that. YOU, count too much for that. 

They, the others, don’t want you to know that. They want you to believe that you’re not worth their time or good enough to be in their circle of trust. That something is wrong with YOU. But know this, it is not reality. THEY. FEAR. YOU. They fear your independence, your individuality, how you just don’t seem to fit the mold of what they think is important. Your ability to think for yourself, to NOT FIT IN. It’s scary. Why aren’t YOU filled with the same fear as them? 

They know who they are. They can feel it right now. The shame, the fear, wanting to strike out to take these feelings away. So this is for you, the fearful: let it out. You will waste years of your life being scared, let it go. You may not have the courage today, that’s ok. It takes a very strong person at your age to become accountable, to say you’re sorry. To decide that the fear YOU live in isn’t fun anymore. You are going through a hard time too, I know. There may be areas in your world that are not safe and you don’t know what to do with that. You don’t know how to ask for help, I understand that. What if you speak up and still aren’t able to get help? Does that mean that YOU’RE not worth it? No. No, no, NO! Never stop asking for help, someone is there. But that quirky kid sitting next to you who you’ve unleashed your fear on? They’re done. They now know that this is on you and has nothing to do with them. They are no longer available to take on your fear. I’m sorry I’m not sorry.

Look around again, at those around you, do you see friendly faces? That’s good. My hope for you is that you always see friendly faces as you go through life. Some of you may be friends as adults but the truth is, most will not. Know this now, people will come and go throughout your lifetime. Dear friends move away, college room-mates go back home and suddenly you’ll realize that the person you didn’t think you could live without is only a fond memory (and you’ll probably find each other 20 years from now on the Facebook anyway.) That’s okay. Don’t let fear of an unknown future sit in YOUR heart. Be an adventurer, an explorer, someone who welcomes new faces and new challenges. 

Most importantly, know this: your heart and your mind is your own. If you share it with others who do not value it, move on. They never will. That’s on them. Leave them to live in their own fear while you seek the good in your life.

And lastly, know this: you will not always succeed. You will not always fail. You will not always be in love, or have good friends, or have a job, or a home or anything else that you think you will always have. You are not guaranteed anything in life that YOU WON’T WORK FOR. If your life is not as you wish, change it. WORK HARD, at your school; at your job; in your relationships; for your community.

AND NEVER STOP DANCING. IF YOU CANNOT DANCE IN PUBLIC FOR FEAR OF LOOKING SILLY, THE FIRST THING YOU NEED TO DO IS DANCE IN PUBLIC. 

If you carry your childhood with you, you never become older.

Tom Stoppard

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Monday Bacon: Why Strong Counts

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Gant Grimes in Wichita Falls, TX checking the mail (otherwise known as; who needs a truck to pull a boat?)

A while back, I had wrote about the value of strength (reoccurring around here actually.) This particular day, our friend who is a graphic designer and created the tosabarbell (it’s TOE-sa, not TOSS-a) logo asked a very good question. He says, “Why does strength matter? I sit at my desk all day and maybe need to pick up a 50# bag of grass seed on occasion but that’s it. Why do I need to be strong?”

Well sure, there were a few snickers here and there and I quashed that as best as I could. Why? Because this is EXACTLY the demographic that needs to understand why strong counts. It’s easy for me to tell people who are already in the gym that they need to be strong. They get it. They’re doing it. It means something to them. But our pal Mike is the poster child of who really needs this message but rarely hears it and certainly doesn’t understand it.

At the time, I gave him the standard, “Well wouldn’t you rather 50# felt like 5#? Cuz strong does that.” But I’m amending my answer to this:

BECAUSE SOME DAY, YOU MAY NEED TO GRAB YOUR WIFE, AND YOUR KIDS, AND YOUR DOG AND GTFO IN A HURRY AND IF YOU’RE NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO DO THAT, ONE OF THEM (OR ALL) WILL BE LEFT BEHIND.

Duh.

For example, some friends down in Wichita Falls, TX are going through a bad time right now. After four years of record droughts, they now have record rainfall and flooding. Can’t catch a break. The picture above is of Gant Grimes from his Facebook getting the mail in his housing development. Ironically enough, the exact same location where we shot a video of him rowing a C2 in the back of a pick-up to showcase that rowing doesn’t have to be boring. It was a fun day. But now the days are serious and these folks are out of their homes while red water and mud and debris and snakes and God knows what else is making residence. Not good.

Gant’s (and many more) shit is under water so he had to get his family safe. And he did. While, I’m sure, being helpful to his neighbors and anyone else who didn’t have the strength to do what needed to be done.

And that, people who don’t think strength is important, is the reason.

ARE YOU STRONG ENOUGH TODAY TO GET DONE WHAT NEED BE IF SHIT GOES BAD?

No? Then get to the gym (my gym if you’re in the area) and get to the fridge because muscle doesn’t just happen in the gym. Eating to support strength gains *GAINZ4DAYZ* is equally as important. Because sure, you may be sitting on your computer most days and maybe don’t live where weather can tear your life apart or never ride in a car so won’t get in a wreck or don’t walk out of your house where the big bad world can fuck up your day and you never have to worry about needing to be strong to survive. But then you’d be a cartoon character and they can’t read blogs, soooooooo.

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If you’re going to drive your car into four feet of water, please make sure there is a strong firefighter nearby to save your stupid ass.

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When the waters do recede, red mud will be left as parting gifts. Send a prayer to Texas if you will, they could use them.

Sending strong thoughts to Gant and his family and all the people of Texas who are affected (and no, having to drive around a flood barricade on the way to Whataburger doesn’t count. If you complain about that on the FB you’re a douche.)

Permanence, perseverance, and persistence in spite of all obstacles, discouragements, and impossibilities: it is this, that in all things distinguishes the strong soul from the weak. 

Thomas Carlyle

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